6th anniversary

Dear Dan, Six years. How has it been that long? Some days it seems like it has been  forever. Some days it feels like yesterday. I miss you every single hour of every single day. The early morning when we were told that you jumped from the parking garage is one of the worst days.... Continue Reading →

DOMA Down

Dear Dan, Yesterday was a great day for the history books. The Supreme Court slapped down Defense of Marriage Act. Four judges voted to upholdand the rest voted against. Rah! I try very hard not to play the "what if" game -- "what if I had stayed in New York?" "What if I had called... Continue Reading →

American Express

Dear Dan, You would think after almost 6 years your estate would be settled. Wrong. Wrong-o. You got a letter today from American Express about a traditional green card and your right to dispute any errors on your credit report. Considering it was sent here to this address where you hadn't lived for about 20... Continue Reading →

Happy birthday

Dear Dan, I wish you were here. I miss you every single day. Please help me out today. I hate driving the Turnpike. I especially hate driving it in the rain. Add to that, it's just over a week since A'ndrea had her accident while driving the Turnpike in the rain. Mom is nervous and... Continue Reading →

The notes

Dear Dan, I don't know why I suddenly thought about this after 5 tears. You wrote notes before you left. I don't know how long before. I can't imagine writing them. But then, I can't imagine committing suicide either. Dwelling on your thoughts and feelings surrounding the writing of the notes sends me into a... Continue Reading →

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