Dear Dan,I don't remember what happened and what I was thinking just before but I was turning onto Blue Course and thought, "I'll have to call Dan and tell him."Then, of course, I remembered.I have your phone. It was sent to me shortly after your suicide, At first I looked through your texts and your... Continue Reading →

Dear Dan,There are certain things I hear about from Mom every time your name is mentioned. Now remember, your name gets mentioned at least once every single day! So at least once every single day I hear this. And I must say, I love it!When we were young and she would put us down for... Continue Reading →

Dear Dan,John Madden has announced his retirement. It got me thinking about the times you and I would sit with mom while she was watching the Raiders. This was back during Madden's reign, Lyle's ripping people's lips off, and the Raider's general dirty playing/intimidation tactics.We used to get such a laugh when you would have... Continue Reading →

::sigh::All knitting -- and just about everything else -- is on hold for a little while. The evening before last I took a bit of a fall. Ok -- it was a great fall. It all started at lunchtime. For some reason after lunch I started feeling nauseous. I was going to call mum to... Continue Reading →

Dear Dan,I don't suppose you could jump out from somewhere and yell that to me, could you?Or call and say that?Please?

Dear Dan,I thought of you the other day when I went to get my hair done. And not just because my stylist's name is Dan either.Once you tagged me as the one in the family who changed hair color on a whim. It started in college when I would change my style or color when... Continue Reading →