From my “myspace” page on July 26, 2007

“Daniel, My Brother
Current mood: gutted, devastated
To my dear brother:

I miss you. All the color has gone out of the world; the music has stopped and all laughter has ceased. My heart has been shattered. I know your pain is over. I wish you peace.

My pain has just begun and will have no end.”

Dear Dan,

I wrote that the “day after.” I still feel that way. There are days where I almost forget that you’re no longer in this world; when I feel like I can pick up the phone and call. Then it all comes crashing back.

I used to call for advice. Since I can no longer do that I think back to the time I did and then ask myself “What would Dan say about this?” I fee calm come over me and then I can look at the situation with reason and logic.

Other days it’s still completely overwhelming. I can’t help but wonder how we got here.

I love you. I miss you. I pray you find peace. I hope you have already.

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